i could really use a change in scenery. i feel like everything i am is every one else lately. and when i think about it, i’d hate for that to define me.
i’m taking on so many roles right now for various people and my body is literally beginning to reject it. egh, that sounds so selfish and i’d hate for it to come off that way but i don’t know how else to word it. i felt most comfortable in my own skin circa october - december 2010 and i’m beginning to lose that sensation already. it sucks. i want to be comfortable with who i am without the help of others.
i need some alone time in some desolate mountain. a mountain with a hot spring maybe… yum.
